tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6846891572037120739.post991238162093118433..comments2023-04-30T08:27:09.742-06:00Comments on Countless Tomorrows: 12. Last time you criedSavannahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17584445611402346917noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6846891572037120739.post-90737223479312509812011-04-26T11:52:25.661-06:002011-04-26T11:52:25.661-06:00Huge hugs to a woman with a huge heart. One of th...Huge hugs to a woman with a huge heart. One of the biggest hearts I know. <3RMCarterhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09444163961125333919noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6846891572037120739.post-53808090393889427002011-04-26T08:40:02.096-06:002011-04-26T08:40:02.096-06:00You're so right. Infertility is never going t...You're so right. Infertility is never going to go away for us. It gets better over time, but it still stings. Sometimes it is good to just cry though. HugsDavis Valley Classichttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13277871907300602318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6846891572037120739.post-42325851143303250112011-04-25T22:32:40.370-06:002011-04-25T22:32:40.370-06:00I cried during church yesterday too. Being a birth...I cried during church yesterday too. Being a birthmom I struggle now with seeing babies everywhere and I want a little one of my own and I know it won't be for a while. And a friend of mine in church (who is also a birthmom) she and her husband spoke in church and they announced they're expecting their second child and I just bursted into tears. I had my husband leave with me so I could go home and cry. I know some people feel embarrassed that they cry often or 3 hours ago, or yesterday. You have a reason to grieve so don't think you can't. Loves <3StefanieJinellehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08501326936851342628noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6846891572037120739.post-16755186881475239122011-04-25T21:05:44.280-06:002011-04-25T21:05:44.280-06:00Hugs and kisses to you. To tell you the truth infe...Hugs and kisses to you. To tell you the truth infertility doesn't go away. You just try to learn to deal with it the best you can. I am so blessed with Justin and love him to peices and would never dream of thinking of a life with out him in it but I know if I was not infertile I would have never had him in my life. Now you tell me how stupid do I feel when I still get emotional over infertility. That I will never know what it feels like to be pregnant or go through labor the pain and the joy of holding a baby for the first time in my arms the minute it takes its first breath and watching the baby grown and the ultrasound pictures. I feel horiable admitting this because I am truly greatful for Justin but when I hear someone else in my life is pregnant I can't help to think why do I have to feel this way I feel guilty and wrong when I know I have nothing to be wrong about it is just my feelings. I don't think I will ever get over it I have just learned to deal with it but I still sometimes have my meltdowns. It stricks that nerve that make me uncomfortable. I don't want you to feel sad about what I posted just know you are not alone. Even after adoption and the joy of that sometimes or almost always you are going to have that nerve that gets struck. I understand where you are coming from and my thoughts are with you. keep your head up you are doing great. :)From the Stork; An adoption Journeyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10038726242362316249noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6846891572037120739.post-27922427814812802942011-04-25T17:47:00.794-06:002011-04-25T17:47:00.794-06:00*HUGS* Sometimes you just got to let it out! Even...*HUGS* Sometimes you just got to let it out! Even if you do not know exactly what it is... It is not good to keep the sadness and anger inside. <br /><br />Side note. Why is it always the bad stuff we try to keep inside? We never try to keep in happiness, laughter, or smiles, at least not for a long time?Kara-Janehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06729217587990757122noreply@blogger.com